Ting's Solace: March 2009

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Another sleepless nite,tonite...

Its another sleepless night,tonight...I have been tossing and turning on my bed for hrs but I cant get to sleep...

I am so gonna suffer later for my course,trying to keep myself awake..

My mind is filled with so much information,mixed feelings,uncertainties...My head is bursting with pain.I couldnt tell anyone,especially not at this hour.Is it because of my female hormones kicking in,trying to be cranking again???Communication channel is closing,I feel..That's not a good sign...You can hardly see me with a smile on my face nowadays...

I am so tired now,mentally and of course,Physically...

Tire...Tiring...Tired...

Sleepless nite,tonite...

Its 141am now,Sg time...A sleepless night,tonight...

I just spend time with my family,separately...Heard my dad coughing non stop,so loudly,so I went to ask him whether he wants to see a doc later..He is still coughing now...and its worrying me..

Then went to talk to bro cause he lost his stuff,boys at his age is growing up and I guess we have to use a different way to talk to him,to educate him..Parenting is the toughest job in this world cause nobody will teach you how to be a good parent...

Lastly,I went to talk to my mum...till now.We chatted the usual stuff,sometimes she dont even remember that she had already told me about certain issues.I will listen to her talking,despite its always the same old things..Guess she just needs a listening ear...

Its time for me to escape reality soon..Hopefully I can cover more places this time.Dont intend to shop and pray I will be strong and well to travel!!!Golden gate,here I come!!!Its always nice to revisit a place after a few years..

Left with 5hrs to go before I have to drag myself outta bed..I love my job!!Cause it gives me the freedom to do whatever I like,not needing to wake up everyday at 7am.

Zzz monster,gonna crash now.. Only this 1 2 3 4 song sung by this special someone will cheer me up,but Zzz monster ate him much earlier..

Does Real Love really works???